Thursday, November 01, 2012

Happy Birthday to the Personification of Success


20 years ago I watched a movie of a lesser known actor then. I watched it only because it had the supernatural element of ghost helping a human. As a kid I loved that movie and watched it over and over again not because of the leading actor but because of the story. I even watched the Telugu version of that done by legend Jaggayya ages back called "Sabash Papanna". All this while I did not even realize the impact the actor would have on me in future. An year later I watched another movie of that actor. In the end when he is about to die, he laughs at the villain just before taking him down along with him. Boy I had goosebumps then and even now while writing. I for years repeated the legendary dialogue on winning by losing after that.

Meanwhile came two movies where he played an obsessed lover. I enjoyed both and second one more than the first because he was ruthlessly psychotic spoilt brat in that. In all these roles what I noticed was his  energy, spark and passion to make it big, which celluloid has never experienced before. I would certainly believe when his friends quote him saying "I would own this city(Bombay) one day". And one can surely quote Julius Caesar's "Vendi vidi vici" in his case.

I still remember going crazy over the beach song about catching a kiss and title song from a movie constantly shown over in channel "ETC" back then. I loved his style of wearing the suit with no shirt in side and tying the tie to his head with his smooth hair flowing down over the tie. I loved that movie too and it did not matter to me if it was a flop or a hit. Me being from a small town called Nellore in Andhra Pradesh where, back then, watching Hindi movies was only through the VHS and the movies we see depend on the selection available. Remember, those were the days of no pre-release publicity. And I was completely unaware of some of his  movies. But when VHS of some such movies finally arrived in my home town, I saw a different side of this actor. A soft role with boy next door charm, though plotting(one for girl and other for career) yet very innocent and lovable cute(I could not resist this word) boy. For me by then he was my favorite hero and I thought his role in a movie where he marries a widow and her husband comes back alive was too small for him. What I did not realize then was it was one of his first movies.

Few years passed and then came a multi-starrer action entertainer. I was his fan and my younger brother the other star's fan. We would watch that movie zillion times and play those roles where we shout each other names, run towards each other to attack and pretend a lightening stopped us both before attacking or we lie down as if dying and try to reach out for each others arms.

Then came a movie which is still running. I still remember the day when I watched that movie in theater and came home. I found they were just starting the Telugu version of the same movie on cable tv. Trust me when I say I sat before TV, completed that and then went to sleep. After that movie every one became his fan. Because he was an outsider who could make it big in the industry. And also because he was a common man before coming to movies, one of us.

Happy birthday to that Actor and my all time favorite. I liked all his movies except the one that deals with extramarital relations. I even loved his movies where he tries to donate his eyes for heroine or where a psychotic brother and sister are after him and kill his father or where he plays mute for 75% of the movie or movies where he played two roles or where he is the youngest of the three brothers in an action movie etc.

By
A fan to the King, "Till there is life"




Wednesday, June 20, 2012

My random thoughts-I

There is a reason why we use words like belief or faith when talking about religion. It's because you can't question a belief.
There is a reason to use words like devotion when referring to god. It's because there is no sound reason to abide by god.
And same way the word "Love" is used extensively when referring to fellow beings. But don't we question the people we love and don't we doubt our love sometimes? Instead of religion and god, believe in your loved ones and be devoted to your most loved ones. God and religion are secondary or even optional.

PS: too much gyaan...did i sit under bodhi vruksham or what?
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May 31, 2012 at 12:12 pm
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It's easier to convince a person, who knows what he/she wants, to not want it than the person, who does not know what he/she wants, to make him/her want something.
"Samba idhi raasko"
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May 21, 2012 at 1:24 pm
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If all the world's a stage and all the men and women merely players, you like some players for truly what they are and you should respect the God's decision of casting the rest in your play, whom you don't like, because a hero arises only from the need to face the anti-hero and so an anti-hero is more significant than the ones on the hero's side.
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May 7, 2012 at 3:47 pm
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Where you are today is because of parents. What&who you are today is because of friends. How much you are today is because of the wife :D
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April 23, 2012 at 9:08 pm
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Meet people outside family, know the world and then take a look at your siblings vth new perspective. Sometimes blind love on your siblings can be spoiling. Being critical is for their own good. Remember that's the difference between Vibheeshana and Kumbhakarna.
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April 15, 2012 at 11:42 pm
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Happiness,
it is inversely proportional to number of ppl you give unnecessary importance to in ur life.
And directly proportional to number of important ppl u can share it with.
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April 11, 2012 at 11:21 am
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One side love is harmful both sides.
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March 20, 2012 at 7:49 pm
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Love is nothing but how you make yourself worthy of your wonderful partner, be it parents, siblings, friends or spouse. It's strictly one way. Expecting it back can be termed as self-pity.
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February 17, 2012 at 3:22 pm
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Don't accept loss easily. Presentation is the key. Anything, how much ever ugly it is, can be presented presentably if you can put some effort. Ugliest thing in the world is the one that had no effort involved in it be it Taj Mahal or Angelina Jolie.
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February 8, 2012 at 6:13 pm
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The best trick of a smart one is acting dumb while the irritating trait of a dumb one is the failure to realize the dumbness.
I KNOW when wud I stop giving all this gyaan and realize how dumb I am :)
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February 6, 2012 at 5:21 pm
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Guilt cannot be erased by getting forgiveness. Only shamelessness can overshadow it.
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January 28, 2012 at 7:02 pm
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Feel ashamed when you are cheated but not sad that the person you trusted turned out immoral. Revenge may also be immoral but Pardon is very precious to be wasted on an immoral.
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January 21, 2012 at 11:46 pm
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I know wise men learn from others' mistakes but what if people around you never make mistakes ! Sometimes it's ok to err to improve.
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August 17, 2011 at 7:46 pm
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You will know how many ppl you have thrown off the road to happiness on your way to happiness, ONLY YOU WILL KNOW. Think abt it and next time you see them in the eye, u will feel the guilt.
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July 19, 2011 at 8:17 am
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Unless u r at least a lil bit selfless u can't claim that u understand others or tat u can think for others. Also the moment u claim it u have moved away from selflessness.
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May 30, 2011 at 3:04 pm
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It's not how sure you are about anything. It's how deftly you hide your unsurety.
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April 5, 2011 at 12:25 pm
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Wednesday, June 13, 2012

AHAM BRAHMASMI - అహం బ్రహ్మాస్మి


















కలం నాది, నిజం నాది
ప్రవాహమైన ఈ కవనం నాది.

గమనం నాది, గమ్యం నాది,
సాధించిన గెలుపు నాది.

సమయం నాది, శిఖరం నాది,
సమ్యమనం లేని గర్వం నాది.

కష్టం నాది, కథనం నాది,
కష్టాల కెరటాల పై కేతనం నాది. 

కీర్తి నాది, అపకీర్తీ నాది, 
ఎప్పటికైన కాలం చెల్లిపోయె సామాన్య కావ్యం నాది.   

అల్పతృప్తి నాది, స్వల్పభుక్తి నాది,   
మినుగురులా కనుమరుగై పోయె తాత్కాలిక విజయం నాది. 

శిరోధార్యం కాలేని సాధకం నాది,
నెను మాత్రమే జపిస్తున్న నామ మంత్రం నాది,
మరణం చెరిపివెయ్యగల గతించె చరితం నాది, 
అహం బ్రహ్మాస్మి అగ్ని తొ దహనమవ్వనున్న భస్మాసుర పతనం నాది.


kalam naadhi, nijam naadhi
pravaahamaina ee kavanam naadhi.

gamanam naadhi, gamyam naadhi,
saadhinchina gelupu naadhi.

Samayam naadhi, sikharam naadhi,
samyamanam leni garvam naadhi.

kashtam naadhi, kathanam naadhi,
kashtaala kerataala pai kethanam naadhi.

Keerthi naadhi, apakeerthi naadhi,
eppatikaina kaalam chellipoye saamanya kaavyam naadhi.

alpathrupthi naadhi, swalpabhukthi naadhi,
minugurula kanumarugai poye thaatkaalika vijayam naadhi.

sirodhaaryam kaaleni saadhakam naadhi,
nenu maatrame japisthunna naama mantram naadhi,
maranam cheripiveyyagala gathinche charitham naadhi,
Aham brahmasmi agni to dahanamavvanunna Bhasmaasura patanam naadhi.